Life~Is~Like~A~Boat

2006-01-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

haiz..wtf wtf wtf...haiz...its 1 plus...cant slp..no one to whine or complain to..so came back to blogging...tired but cant sleep...maybe typing abit and drowse me...since i get tired while reading or typing...actually i am tired but i juz cant close my eyes...many tings happen....01/10/2005..my first dae of work...until now...its 1 year le rite...then i might goin to get sack because of sum stupid crazy woman...and i felt dat haagen dazs management was sucky...hate desmond and his way of doin tings...ppl support me..but fen told me.."they oso dun wan u y u still stay"...wad to do...if i leave,i hav to find another job then hav to start from bottom..i hate it...juz have to bear wif it...for the sake of money..i need money...to survive..dats y i needa tolerate...so stress over tis matter and guez wad, the management nvr even gif me a proper answer and they want me to terminate wif no reason...F*** them.....

Nxt..studies...got back results.i am ok wif it but felt the lack of discilpline in me causing thingss goin below expectations...i noe i can push myself summore...but i am lazy to...F*** myself...cant i juz push myself harder...

Nxt...quarrel wif dear..she said i was not there 4 her wen she need me....again we quarrel...i dunno....streessed....F*** me again

Nxt..raining all dae..i hate it...its wet all over...haiz....life sux

I juz hope dat mani tings wil get well for me...and its like..my dandruff gets more serious...cause i keep scratching my head as i am stress...

LIfe is sooo unfair....then if it is..y muz we carry on?....

*sorri dear for scoldin the f*** sho mani time....and i realli realli hope we will get well..meaning not quarrel le....i realli pray hard..that will not be sho sensitive..and oso u wont be sho stubborn...realli...luv u lotx lotx*

*sorri daniel and shuli but i wan to solve my problem in work first b4 i ask u all in to the job*

*lastly..god!!!!i hope u let me suffer then give me a gd life in future..if not..u r JUZ UNFAIR*

Sorry lah dear dear

2005-11-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

..sorry lahz dear dear...haha..tis was wad i said a few min ago JOKINGLY..hehe..it was already one week afta the major quarrell between me and fen..til now,we understand each other betta and therefore i can confirm it was a great step forwards for our relationship...lots of tings happen and ytd was the first dae of sch...wen out afta sch wif fen..watch a late nite movie "Exorcism of emily rose"...it was sho scary dat i was tinkin of leavin the cinema ASAP summore ytd was halloween...haha....aniwae...we BOTH had fun ...hehe...todae wen out wif fen and her mum...quite enjoyed ourself...kkx...gtg slp shoon...toking to her now...cya..take care...hehe

2005-10-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm...how long since i blog le ahz...wa..sho mani months...gotta come bACK TO blog le...hmmm....went to taman negara.....got exam results and everydae is dear dear dear work work work and anime anime anime..hahaz...too busy le...goin chalet tis weekend....hehex..okok..hahaz..juz came back from work and toking to dear dear now..hahaz..take care everybody..haha..till nxt time!!!!

...hehe...thanx dear 4 motivating me to blog again...haha

2005-07-30T01:35:00.000+08:00

haiz~..sumthings happened...i dunno wad to do..dun feel like slping..crying...sad...wad should i do....dunnooo....i dunnnooo anithing..izz our relationship sho brittle...nvm..if aniting realli happens..take care......dunno+confused+blured

2005-07-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

Yoz Yoz..Wa Cow Siaz..its been like century since i even blog le..hahaz...sad ritex u all...aiyoz..wen i go see my blog...also tink dat it became rusty le...hahahaz....hmmm..how to start,the last entry was like because i quarrelled wif her ritex and u noe wad happen afta dat...she kinda wan to break up wif me cause she felt dat i was too good 4 her..hahaz...i was like shooo00ooo sad...then in the end,she became betta le,and everyting ended peacefully worx..hehex...sho u noe wad dear?...dun like dat do stunt le worx..i got heart attack de..hehex.....Thursdae..i waited 4 her afta by IS..managed to met up wif CK to do sum research on our Thermfluid project..hahaz...the group sux shoo much lohx...because of SAMUEL TAN...dat kuku act ah beng fellow...then he always kao pei shoooo0000 much de..Typical ASSholE!..hahaz...And u noe wad..its like 2 weeks ago le and seriously,i cant remember where i went to wif dear le..dats y lohx...hahaz...and on Thursdae itself,received a call from Zai and like he tell me to participate in the Haggen Dazs Singapore Food Festival in The Weekend At millenia WAlk..hahaz...then go do lohx...hehex..althogh quite tired lahzz...but alright lahz...oh...i suddenly remembered wad i did wif dear on thursdae le...hahaz..afta i waited 4 her afta sch...we went to meet wai ying cause she wanna go out wif wai ying to bugis lohx...then i pei her to meet wai ying and get my shoe for my Singapore Food Festival Participation...Then My supervisor Pei Shi ended work at around dat time lohx sho i tok wif her awhile and wanted to wok to the bus stop wif her lohx...but too bad...a guy hu like him actually date him out lohx...i was like keeeppp keeepp de siaoing her abt it..sho fun to de siao ppl...typical REnniE..hahahaz...then i went hme and managed to studied abit of AeroSpace MAterial And Process(AMP)..cause i got a test the nxt dae!!!!!!!!!!ARgh..ad i practically nvr listen in class de..hahaz..then around 8,i went to bugis to send dear hme...wen i reached,she acted sho funnily,then holding a new bag...then she sae the bag she bought 4 herself de....and its 30 bucks sho i kinda sae she anihow spend lohx.hahaz.....hmmm..but last min,she said it was 4 me....Sho0000oooo touched...cause my sling bag like spoil beri long le..hahaz...yar lohx...sho sweet of her..hehex..then i sent her hme and went hme le....hahaz...goin to next dae~

Fridae~:hahaz..its the dae of my AMP test...die le..how...fail liaoz...repeat module liaoz...dats wad i can onli tink of at dat time lahz...hahaz...sho nvm..i chiong the test got my dear izz there supporting me..hahaz....aniwaex...i brought my new bag also and hao lian to gabriel and gang and they were shooooooo jealous..hahaz...see lahz...my dear shooo nice...BLEAHZ!!...hahaz....my dear izz the best siaz~...hehex..dear's aunty also ask me to go her house eat steamboat but i cant lohx...needa go for my japanese test lohx...hahaz....Sorri worX...then horx...the test like..haiz....was sabo by my opposite party lohx..she practically dunno how to speak dats y i tink i did badlly for the test siaz..sianz half lohx..then went to orchard to buy my shonen jump,ate omu rice wif jap class frends(Geraldine,Hui Lin,Bjorn)...went to collect my uniform from pei shi cause she help me to take from office...and u noe wad..dear msg me to ask me to pick her from her aunty house then i was tinking my bag like shooo heavy but nvm lahz...mizz her shoo much sho i go pick her lohx...wen i waiting 4 bus,she msg me and tell me dat her aunty found out dat i and goin to fetch her and then ask her to ask me to go up her house lohx...i was like..dot dot dot...pengz!..hahaz...but still went up then her aunty quite friendly lahz...keep toking to me...in the end,her uncle sent us hme lohx....wa..gud siaz...got free ride hme..then needa slp early dat dae lohx cause nxt dae 9 mus go millenia walk le.

Saturdae & Sundae~:This two daes izz the food festival sho i juz summarise up everyting lohx...hehex....went to work..then they ask me be the water boy..sho stupid and obviously,they bullied me..ask me to do sho mani work lohx...but dun gib a damn...work hard can le...then on sat nite,wen to pick dear from bugis then i go hme and reach hme at 12 lohx...got scolded obviously..but dun blame yrself dear..not yr fault...hahaz...then second dae...wen to meet dear afta work also..go find her and eat dinner then send her hme..hehex...the staff there wereactually quite friendly lahz...like if i can still remember their name..(sarah-my fwend!,cannal-help me alot,rayn-another guy there and mani mani moree lahz..cannot tink sho much last min lohx...hahaz....)...hmmm...and also,there izz tis restaurant in millenia walk...called moonflow..their restaurant are based on harry potter de sho harry potter fans mus go worx..needa go their kitchen to wash plates dats y manage to make fwends wif the chef there..

Mondae~:...Tired Tired Tired...hahaz,sch was alright...almost late for Thermofluid but then manage to persuade Mr Jaya to mark me present lohx..hahaz..then went to SIM for lunch and meet her afta sch..then we go orchard wif hui zhi to go meet linnet and gang..hehex...and u noe wad,i haben bought her PRESENT!!!!hahaz...sho we went to wok around and i kinda pissed her off..she was tired also..then all not in the mood...told her i was goin hme sho she went hme but i alight one stop afta her busstop..then i wen back to orchard to buy a mp3 player as a present for her..hahaz....okok lahz..choose sumting below budget then help shuli and brian did sumtings in orchard and then went to holland Village to meet them,then we go swensen to buy her birthdae cake,reserved seats in swensen,buy card and had dinner...wen i reached hme at 10+..called dear ASAP and act i juz watch finish TV then i told her i slept lohx...and she kinda believed bahz..hahaz....then tok on the phne till 12 and sang her a birthdae song lohx...then went to slp le cause tml got sch also~

Tuesdae~5 july~:HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR and also tock seng from my class...force myself to wake up at 7 and go dear house to send her to sch and be the first person to gif her present..hahaz..she was not shockd~..cause she knew it long long long long ago...hahaz,....but happy i guessed...then at break,saw her enjoying her time wif her class..sho nvr go disturb..but if they there make her upset,i send them to yan luo king de worx!..hahaz...then i meet her afta sch and found out her shirt was sho dirty...hahaz...sho ask her cme my house change...then pass one shirt to her and she like dun dare to cme into my house cause my sis izz at hme...yar lahz...my sis also quite scary at times~?!..hahaz..okok...then we went to commonwealth to meet linnet,saw mr low, tok to him, then went to SP to meet shuli,wei liang and wai ying..then she received alot of present...hahaz...hmmm....then waited for brian to cme till 8...jeremy joined us too...then we go swensen makan and she enjoyed alotx...i guez~..hahaz..hmmm....then horz...xiao yan and jun ming joined us too.....and i reached hme at 11+...and got scolded but i was sho happy because dear was real happy todae...muacks! dear!

Wednesdae Thursdae Fridae:i practically cant remember wad happen le sho nvm~...its a normal dae.....but i got my AMP test back and suprisingly scored 97/100 for the test...mus be dear's wish lahz horz...hahazzz

Saturdae:...couldnt find anione to go out then dear got to go her class outing sho i send her to bukit panjang an then make my way to ngee ann and meet francis and gang to play pool....then i go francis house wif hai yuan and we juz sat there and tok kok...then dear went to jurong point to find me and she was wet..STUPID GUYS FROM HER CLASS..make her shoo wet..hahaz....then we went the Boon lay pasar malam a while and then i send her hme le...hahaz...

SundaE~LAME dae...did..nothing~

Mondae:...had autocad test...failll liaozzzzzzz lohx...hahaz...hahazz..dear nvr wish me gd luk!!!!...hahaz...juz kidding...then go hougang wif dear and wok wok then we go to suntec to eat and then went hme le...*shucks,my mama came out to scold me le..mus fasta blog the rest 2 daes~..hmm.....

Tuesdae:...pei dear go sch in the morning then eat mac as breakfast wif her and gabriel came to my house to do C++ project..then go to dear aunty house to eat...sho pai seh lohx..hahaz...and i send her hme afta everyting...

Todae~:..wen to mak house to play Counter strike and study...then went to liang court to buy bks~...in the end,i send her hme then i go hme le~...

Hehex..finally,i managed to summarise my 2 weeks into one whole junk le..sho happy..hahaz...take care minna....i took 1 hour leix..hahaz...tired~...hahaz...gonna go tok to dear le....byez..nitez...

*Remember dear~...i will always love u worx....muacks!...mus love me also ok?...hahazzzz*

2005-06-29T19:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...We Always Complain dat Life Sux and Mani More but have u Ever Wonder liFE sux Because u Make yr Life suX....HAiz...how to sae leix...TODAE REALLI SUX...i dunno y...haiz.....u noe wad?...ytd,dear told me she wanna cme meet me to pei me go sch..i was sho sho sho00oo happy...but y..its because of me again...was intending to wake up early but then no one woke me up....dear told me not to blame anione over aniting sho i cant sae its my ah ma and mum fault 4 not waking me up instead i would sae dat,i cant wake up alne myself...received her msg and 3 mizz call....1 msg saeing...("wad are u doin?Still sleeping...I call u 3 times u didnt pick up the call...Forget it..i am not meeting u le..i juz go by myself..Kkx..Bye")..wen i receive tis msg,was sho sad..i tried to call her to explain tings...but first time,she hang the call...then i tot izz accident sho itry a few more times and she realli hang all the call...i was like sho sad and angry...dunnoo..then i rushed to bathe and agreed to meet her at holland...took onli 7 mins then i rushed out....but the stupid transisland bus 61 took 20 mins to come...haiz~....she msg..(i am tired but i woke up early juz to pei u go sch...but tis iz wad i get in return....)...i was sho depressed at dat moment...met her...didnt noe wad to sae sho i kept quiet...at the same time...i am sad,angry,lost...haiz~...sianz siaz..she finally tok to me wen we were reaching..then she told me she was alright...not angry le..but i was like...aiyaz..dunno wad to sae..sad?...aiyaz...she went to watch initial D wif her classmates..ytd,she asked me whether i mind if she go sho i told her its alright...aniwaex...truthfully,i realli wanna watch the movie!..i waited 4 like 7 months 4 tis movie!!...but i guez i dun hav the time to watch and wen i wanna watch wif her on Mondae,she said she dun wan...aiyaz...and round and gang nvr ask me to go also...i dunnoo...guez i juz wait 4 the VCDs to cme out then i watch lohx.....But wen i was alighting...she gave me a bread...she bought specially 4 me...i was overjoyed at dat time.....although she was angry,she was still concern bout me...hmm....then...i went 4 class..no mood to study at all...and i waited 4 her msg wen we msg halfway but i guez she placed her phne in her bag and didnt notice ani msg and i was rite....met her afta sch..she was kinda giving me attitude but everyting was alright afta a while...then wen she sae she hungry,i tot of goin to eat wif her then we decided to go liang court..hmmm..but halfway there,sumting happen again...wen i was toking to her,i interrupted her by asking her to relax then she felt moody.....haiz~...kept quiet throughout and she sae juz go hme,dun go liang court le...i was like sad......dissappointeed...haiz~..........wen we alight,i feel like goin to another place but didnt wanna let her noe,...sho i wok to great world and wanna msg her dat i am outside but she called instead and explained everyting..i was happy also...but i tink the way i tok pissed her off...and she start to giv attitude and keep quiet le....dunno wad to do,i ask her to hang the phne..then i msg her...and she was moody...haiz~.....dunno lahz...sianz wif life but blame hu?...ME...ME!!!RENNIE SIM ZHEN FENG!!!! and my stupid mouth!!!!!...haiz.....i tink i gtg study le...sad~...Dun worry everyone aniwae......reached hme and blog then....take care!

2005-06-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

B0OOo!..hehex....hows todae...quite fun...and u noe wad..i tink i die le..i hav been slacking ever since i get into poly..hahaz..cant study well...summore,todae i introduce liero extreme to the class and u noe wad,we practically nvr study and like we r playing lohx...hahaz....saw her wif her classmates at break then wan to tok to her..hehex...but then like sho pai sehx...shho nvr lohx..then went she left le,nvr even sae byex byex but hengz...she msg me if not i will be sad de lohx..hahaz....then i met her afta sch then went to play bball wif her frend then she go 4 volleyball training...and now..sitting in the atrium..waiting 4 my dear..hehex...take care!...gtg study...byez!

2005-06-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

Yox...Hahaz...sianz siaz..school starts...exams coming...no time to blog lohx...i am juz too lazy le..hahaz...how?...hehex.....aniwaex..wens the last time i blog?...last tuesdae?..hehex....okok..sho lets start from wednesdae...hmmm...last wed,it was me and her 4 months anniversary!!...Happy Belated 4 Months anniversary DEAR!!!...went out wif shuli,brian and her...was quite fun cause she was reali happy on dat dae..hehex...went to plaza singapura..then wanna watch movie but nothing much to watch...hehex...sho nvr watch..then we went to eat pastamania...then walk around and u noe wad!!we went to took pictures and i took a card pic wif her ALONE!!!..wa cow...izz like...i am sho happy!!!...first time in my life i took a card Picture wif a gal alne and its also the same 4 her..hehex...nvm..hehex...nxt,thursdae...Com Toolkit SUX to the core...i HATE THE TEACHER...she dun always anihow scold ppl de..hahaz...then afta lesson,went meet her for lunch then i go to daniel house..its been like sho long..hahaz...but we went to play pool afta i reach his house..then went to fu siang house afta pool to watch " dodgeball-the movie" and play his ps2..hehex..(shucks!!i haben get back my ps2..hahaz...!!!)....hahaz...then around 9,i go find her and send her hme...hehex....Fridae...hmmm...let me tink ahz....actually,nothing much on fridae....actually wanna go hme early but afta she pei me go buy my shonen jump afta sch,we stayed at the mac there and study lohx...hehex...then manage to almost complete my maths online...hahaz....then i send her hme obviously!..hehex...Saturdae..i am working...then its 1-6...she actually was goin to queensway then i tot can meet her..but she called me wen she reached hme sho its ok..hahaz...then i met wei yuan and we go orchard to meet fu siang and to look 4 her birthdae present..hehex...then...we went hme afta dat..hehex...sundae..started my dae doin hmewrk and nothing else...hehex...but was able to met her to go buy our bus pass..hehex...then she pei me go my workplace there and she go meet xiaoyan at queensway shopping centre...tok to her on the phne till 1 ytd wen i reached hme..hehex....dats y todae both of us quite tired....again...tot of watching movie,but last min,dun wan to watch..sho we juz ate burger king then she buy her yogurt and we went hme le...obviously!i send her hme again..then wen i reach hme..gotta tok to my class mates bout the enterprise ting...gotta start a manga rental store in NP...hahaz...but still doin lahz....hehex..k lahz...aniwaex..u alll take care....slping shoon...i try to update more frequent okok?...hehex...Gd nitex!

*"I LoVE U dear"..hehex...are tis 4 words cute enough?..hehex...k lahz...take care okok?...I miz u...Muacks!!!..slp early!*

2005-06-21T19:56:00.000+08:00

Whoa!!fellow fans of my blog...miz me ritex?...hahaz...tired lahz tis few daes sho nvr blog lohx..pai sehx ahz...i noe u all beri sad lohx...hahaz...hmmm....sundae was still as usual but i cut my hair b4 work..its sho kuku lohx and dear sae its quite funny..hahaz..truthfully its reali quite funny lohx..hahaz..,working dae but i got alotx of hmewrk sho i go hme le still needa do abit but i was too tired le..shoo i juz a bit onli...then i go slp le...hehex....dear called me on my way hme but she was having a headache sho i ask her go slp wen i reach hme...hahaz....Mondaes Blues!!(Sound common?)...hahaz...was quite normal ytd lahz its onli dat Mervyn and gang wanted to start tis enterprise ting...sho i might be starting a business in NP shoon worx but b4 dat,we needa do alotx survey and market research b4 doin out ani ting..hehex...was like sho happy cause hu noes,i might be able to marry dear b4 i gets too old..hahaz...mus get 5C le then i will married her,dats wad i promise her..hehex...then i went out wif dear as brian and shul can make it...sho sad lohx..hehex...then we actually wanna watch a movie de..but its was too late sho we didnt...then we ate long john and then go "y pay more"...she was quite sad wen the shoe she wanted was out of stock sho she kept quiet sho i kept quiet also and everyting juz wen well..hehex...then i sent her hme but i reali wanna spend more time wif her dats y i didnt left until the 3rd bus....hahaz....we were like toking abt her birthdae present..she noe wad i wanna buy le..hahaz...but dun wan to let u all noe leix!..bleahz!..hehex...shuli and wei yuan,dun sabo me ok..hahaz..then went hme and chiong hmewrk til 1am...my mum finally came hme le!!!!!!sho happy to see her around....hahaz...although her nagging beri irritating but she beri cute..hehex...then todae...got Gseed Destiny episode 35 from hai yuan..sho happy...but i cant watch,got tons of hmewrk to do lohx..hehex...aiyoz...finally..i ended my jap class and sho i am here blogging...oh yarz..i was elected by the group to be the group leader for the enterprise project...hehex...but u noe wad,i am kinda habing headache u noe...i feel like fainting afta jap class..i tink its fever lahz...but gotta wait 4 dear..she got volleyball till 9..i tink i reach hme le,i slp le..hahaz...Oyasumi Nasai Minna!!!!Ja-Ne!!..hehex

*Dear...hahaz,i tink wen u read tis,i already slping le...cause i tink i gonna hav fever le...realli worx..hahaz....but dun worry,tml still can go out..i tink...hahaz...take care...miz u shoooooo much and always luving u!!!!Muacks!*

2005-06-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

Wa..ytd was like sho tired...wen out wif shuli,her,brian,wai ying and jeremy lohx...hahaz....hehex...then i reach hme like 11+ lohx..sho tired sho nvr blog le..summore she ask me to slp early cause todae i needa wake up at 6 leix...hahaz....actually also kinda 4get bout wad ytd happen le...quite tired and there r sum tings in my head dat i cant get off now..hahaz...todae woke up at 6.30...hahaz...rush to met francis and gang then we went to SYFC(Singapore Youth Flying Club)...sianz lahz the whole ting...hahaz...went to play CS wif frends afta dat..hahaz...at yishun leix...then i go "sumone" house...and use the com..she tok to me and she was like sho sad and obviously sumting happen.....nvm...i dun wan to go into details...still in "sumone" hse now...sianz...goin back shoon le bahz...dunno...hehex....take care...dun feel like typing too much le..
-"sumone" izz use to avoid some misunderstanding..sorrix~-

*yox...dun woory lahz...i juz dunno wad to sae lahz..but i guez i am alright....dunno...its shocking to hear tis kinda ting happen..ok...sho its normal ritex...aniwaex...take care...i love u...*

2005-06-16T20:34:00.000+08:00

I WANNA GO TO A PLACE-RIE FU-GUNDAM SEED DESTINY ED3
I wanna Go To A Place where i can Sae,
Dat i am all right and stay there with u..
I wanna noe if there could be any way
,That there's no fight and i'm safe and sound with u.
And everytime i looked,
i tot u were therebut it was just my imagination
I dont see it animore cause i see thru you now~
wads stopping me?
i get lost again
is it ok,Its nvr ok for me
what's got into me? I get lost again
It it realli ok?..its Nvr goin to me
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Hehex....I am lost...hahaz...troubled...quite troubled...onli around todae afternoon..hahaz...but maybe its juz my brain...maybe its juz because of me again...todae,,i am real tired...REAL tired...slept at 1.30 ytd siaz..haiz...cant slp early tis few daes lahz...there izz jux too mani tings i hav to do....hahaz...even though there izz nothing,i will make sumting to do...aiyox....hehex...todae IS hmewrk was rejected...kinda hate schlife u noe..wen u r like working wif a bunch of clever ppl in yr class,u dont realli seem to excel in aniting..dats y,Japanese izz the onli module i can stay awake throughout the whole lesson lohx...haiz....Schlife izz boring u noe...kinda hate it but u noe wad...Wen goin to sch,i can see her,spend time wif her...u noe...dats actually one of the veri veri few tings dat i realli look forward to wen i go to schol...aiyoz..met her,shiyuen,elvin,hui zhi 4 lunch...i always dunno where to go,sho i always wait 4 her near her block..but i had a feeling she dun like it..aiyoz...wen we met le...she juz saee hi...then she continued toking to her frends...and like..i feel kinda neglected...wen we were eating,she also nvr tok to me but keep toking to her frends and i reaalli felt neglected but hengz siaz....she tried to start a topic wif me..sho we at least tok sumting..hehex...hmm..but wen i wok wif her to her block 4 her nxt class....its was like,Totally!...she totally neglected me...maybe my voice was soft and she didnt heard it but....she juz kept toking to her frend and wen i tried to tok to elvin and shiyuen,they were far behind...i was realli left alne...sho i was both upset and dissapointed and angry..haiz...wen we reached,she juz sae..bye bye...ok lohx...i juz repliied bye lohx....nothing to sae...took a bus alone back hme..wen tis song played through my ears...started to feel like crying...dunno...dun care...aiyaz....hahaz...actually i wanted to meet her at 5 and pei her for 1 hour but she told me dat she dun hav the time to pei me sho she onli asked me to cme at nite lohx...she added kiddingly..."u dun wan to come at nite also can"...i was like...okok...See first lohx....reached hme,i slept,its maybe because i am tired dats y all tis crazy tots juz rushed through my mind...sho wen i woke up at 4+...felt like goin to sch to find her but was afraid of being left out again sho i didnt went.....and i juz watch full metal alchemist episode 29,30...and i juz wanna do my hmewrk now lohx....i noe dat she izz a gal dat puts her frends first b4 me...i noe dat...but i tink i am juz selfish to hav tis tinking bahz.....like wad i told her,i am not a gd frend to my frends...u noe wad,i can realli pang seh my frends last min if she suddenly feel like goin out wif me at the same time and dae u noe....haiz..*SOrry siaz my frends...i noe i hav neglected u all dats y i kinda hate myself at times...i dunno y....realli..but i will try to change 4 the betta and not neglect u all ok~*....realli...maybe like her,i can juz start to put my frends at first place and not try to spend sho much time wif her lohx...i tried doin dat but its juz abit too difficult..one reason..i realli love her alotx....and realli..its up 4 u all to believe it or not....and now ijuz feel like lying dwn and lazing around..hehex...seriously..i dun blame her lahz..*so dun be guilty k dear*....hahaz...then i juz start chionging my hmewrk lohx....do quite abit lahz..hahaz...and started listening to my whole set of anime songs to destress lohx...hahaz...then i go sch to meet her to send her hme lohx..hahaz....yarz lohx ani i am waiting 4 her now in sch...till nxt time!

*Dun worry dear...its not yr fault...realli..i mean it...hahaz...i love u lotx...miz ya sho sho sho sho much tooo...MUACKS!*

2005-06-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hehex....Sianz ahz todae!!...but u noe wad??..heheX..its Su Wei Long birthday todae worx.....aiyaz,in case u all dunno...Su izz my real gd frend since primary sch lohx...hehex...together wif ackley,ming hui, and ghim beng.....realli miz those times in the past..hahaz...yar lohx...then todae horx,i woke her up at like 8:35...hahaz...tok to her till 1+ ytd leix....hahaz....sho shuang siaz..sho i feel sho energetic todae..but i hate wednesdae lohx...cause i cant meet my dear for lunch..wad the hell lohx....sianz siaz...miz her sho much...then i kinda anger er through mSn todae..*Real sorri bout it dear,i dun mean it...dun be angry ok?...i love u lotx!*....but afta sch i met her and everything seems alright sho i nvr sae aniting le..hahaz.....i send her hme wif the accompany of wei long as i am goin to celebrate his birthdae wif him todae..hahaz......left her,promise to call her tonite but stupid me,nvr kept my promise...haiZ......nvm...wen to tiong market to eat..real happy todae and had alotx of fun lohx...hehex....(even splash macdonald ice cream around..hahaz...sho lame!)...then we go to wei long house to clean up...and i went hme afta dat..decided to call her le but she msg dat she izz having a headache sho she goin to slp le...SEe!...i nvr kept my promise to tok to her..haiz..*REGRET SIAZ!!!*..realli miz her alotx lohx...goin to do my hmewrk and slp shoon le..take care...sweet dreams!!!

*!Yeahz dear...sorri bout todae,was quite angry at first wen u sound like u dun even feel like toking to me online dats y i like gif attitude...dun worry,i am alright le,...dun be angry ok?...hahaz...juz noe dat,u will always be my gal...and i also believe on wad u sae dat the third relationship u hav will be the lasting one.....okok?...hehex...I love u dear!..muacks!!*

+Yeahz SU!!!hahaz..real glad to hav a cute and fun frend like u...U take care ahz....dun tink too much over yr relationship prob!!..hahaz...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!frends 4eva!+

2005-06-14T20:03:00.000+08:00

Hahaz....Yoz ...Konbanwa Minna San!!..hehex...aiyoz lesson was alright...hehex...nothing much lohx...its juz dat i go 4 my japanese lesson...a new class..the ppl there kinda unfriendly lohx...then its quite boring lahz...hehex...cause they teach quite slow lohx...hehex...sho i and geraldine was like goin to slp le then tried to read every little thing in dat bk and i tried speed reading...sound kinda pro ritex!!!..hahaz...then i end lesson..trying to speak to dat teacher and she ask whether r we realli in BASIC A...we r too gud le...hahaz..then i went off and waited 4 her now lohx...her vball training haben end..one more hour to go...Jane Minna san....TAKE care!

2005-06-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

Haiz...Todae tired siaz...hahaz...y like everydae also tired de huh?..hehex..i dunno leix...hahaz..hmmm....i came online late u noe...then i cant tok to her online....aiyoz....sianz siaz..hahaz...nvm....abt todae horx....hehex...hmm..usual lazy old self,woke up late and ran 4 class...i actually tried to hate my class juz 4 one dae sho i sat at one small coener in the classroom away from everyone..but afta dat,wei ming came to sit beside me and tok to me then i was like tinking..y shld i be angry wif them sho i decided to tok to them lohx....aniwaex dear told me the same thing also...sho i tink she izz right tis time lohx..hehex....afta dat was AUTOCAD lesson...MR pang finally recognised my name le..hahaz..sho happy...but i was actually angry wif one small group of classmates in my class as they keep kao peiing almost everybody sho i stood up for jun xiang wen he was scolded 4 nothing....then i tink back dat actually wen i was in secondary 4,as the chairman,always also like dat de....hahaz...then we went to had lunch..and watch GSEED DESTINY 34..cant believe Freedom izz destroyed by Shinn...it was like...WTF lohx....sho taiko...but i like tis episode alotx lahz..haha...cried at the end wen shinn said dat he finally revenge stella..hahaz...then we watch naruto 138...stupid sasame...i dun even noe hu izz bad and good now le..hahaz..then afta sch..i wok to the bball court lohx...and played bball...haiz...rui xiang and his frends played wif me and my frends..wen the game was ending....suddenly they become sho hot lohx...then they like wanna pick a fight like dat...although i was realli hot at dat moment,almost pick up a fight..=P...i rememberred wad dear said...and i REN lohx...aiyoz...although we were like winning 4 4 continuous match..i was sho tired over playing bball le...i didnt put in ani effort afta the "almost fight thingi"....sianz siaz...afta dat,i send her hme as usual...kinda make her angry on the way but she beri gud lohx...4give me and gave in to me..although starting abit attitude lahz...hahaz...reached hme watch the new 9pm show...quite funnnyy..hehex...then i go eat maggi mee..and call her awhile...gonna slp shoon..take care...till nxt time!

+dear..realli thanx 4 everything..i noe my attitude make u upset and angry at times but u always try to gif in to me..thanx...I luv u alotx....Feel sho xin fu wif u and really happy juz by being around u...MUACKS!!!realli miz u alotz!+

2005-06-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

Yeahx~!....I was like toooo tired ytd le dats y i nvr blog lohx...now like 2 days basis le horx...hehex....hmmm..yarz lohx....ytd morning i go study at macdonald...hehex..she actually was goin to pei me de but then suddenly in the morning,she called and said dat she had a last minute lunch outing wif her aunties and cousins..hehex...and i was like aiyoz...y like dat...cause truthfully,i realli miz her alotz lohx...i am always lookin forward to meeting her everytime lohx...hehex.....but although i realli feel like asking her not to go to her lunch outing,i didnt wan to be sho selfish lohx....sho i tell her...hmmm....juz go 4 the lunch lohx...but she told me dat she will meet me ltr lohx...at 2 like dat...hehex...sho happy siaz...hahaz...simply miz her too much..then wen she came,i taught her AutoCad lohx...hahaz....and afta dta,we go and buy my bk then i send her hme,...she pei wait 4 my bus and i tink both of us fell asleep lohx...hehex...dats y we waited 4 30 min...i tink 1 bus passed by without us noticing it..hehex....then wen i reach hme le,i go watch Gseed Destiny 26,27,28...Auel die u noe...haiz..and then kira and athrun got conflict again...cagali cried...Seed Destiny izz gettin sadder and sadder le lohx...dun feel like watching on le....sho i go slp but afta 2 hours,my father came...was woke up by my mum and she told me dat my father izz rushing 4 time..sho mus fasta go dwn...i quickly packed my tings then wen i went dwn..WE STILL HAV TO WAIT 4 HIM FOR LIKE 15 MIN...quite irritated sho i didnt feel like tokin to him...i msg her,she nvr replied...actually wanted her to pei me lahz...but its alright.wen to eat and i called her wen i reach hme...she was like sho bored and keep asking me to entertain her...hahaz...sho i tok t her until 10+ then i cannot tahan le,once i put dwn the phne and send her a msg,she replied,i sleep le...hahaz...nxt morning wake up..go eat breakfast...then i rushed to work le...she was like still slping lohx...sho lazy..hehex..but she still pei me to msg...then i go work and went hme...called her wen i reached hme lohx..she pei me tok...then she go slp le...4get to sae...todae...12/6 horx...izz SHINN ASUKA BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!....hehex...although stellar die le,du worry k shinn...A VERY VERY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U SHINN!!!...hehex....hmmm..aniwaex...was kinda worried 4 her...she seem sho vex over sum stuff...but she told me its nothing...sho i trust her...u all noe..maybe i am juz tinking too much lahz...but i tink horx..there r sum ppl hu realli like her lohx...like obViously i will be jealous lahz...but i trust her dat she wont do anything stupid lohx..hehex..aiya...gonna do my hmewrk and slp early le...cause dats wad i promise her..hahaz....gd nitex minna-san......

*yeahz...dear...i am reali worried bout u...u juz dun tink too much ok....slp early..hehex....oh yarz...realli...if u tink dat by not telling ppl dat u r not attached,yr guys frends will not treat u differently...i realli dun mind...cause our status dosent realli matters to others lohz...and i realli tink dat tis status ting izz causing u alotz of problem wif yr new guy frends....sorry lahz..but even though i sae dat i dun mind u being veri close to yr guy frends,i will still be jealous ...its normal ritex..hehex...dun worry....no matter wad..i will still luv u and its onli u...dun tink too much abt yr uncle ting also...i miz u alotx as usual...muacks!!!!!!!..take care

2005-06-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

yarz...haiyoz....todae izz a beri beri sad dae siaz....i dunnoo wads wronngg wif me siaZ.....i might jux be having mood swing or wad...hahaz...dunno lahz....kuku lohx me...aiyaz...kinda screw up my Engineering Maths Revision Test todae...i am reali dissapointted wif myself lohx...haiz...dunno wad to sae..affta tis,i juz reali dun hab the mood for everything...even wen elvin ask me to play bball,i rejected him lohx...then i was like giving attitude lohx...cause i realli dun feel like toking to aanione lohx...haiz..then ppl summore tell me because i dun concentrate in class and always play play lohx...if its sho,then be it lohx,i will juz be serious everytime i am in tis class lohx...maybe they juz cant accept the way i am or am i juz too irritating...4get abt it...i dun wan to tink abt it le...sianz...then i wen to my jap class todae...realli no mood to learn lohx sho i quite blur todae and like keep committing the same mistake...aiyaz..then i tink makiko sensei abit bu shuang wif me also cause she kinda noe my standard drop todae...aiyaz...dunno lahz...met her and wai ying afta dat...then i send her hme afta we left wai ying lohx...haiz....then i am quite tired lahz...but i tink i gonna tok to her awhile lohx...take care u guys...dun tink too much..i am alright!

!#yeahz....if i tell u i am not sad,i will be lieing to u lohx...but u noe wad...yr words and presence realii help me alotx...realli appreciate it lohx...u r always there wen i need u...feel sho lucky to be able to be wif u....but u dun woory ok...i guez i will be alright de.....hehex...sho u mus take care of yrself...simply juz love u as wad u r....miz ya!...muacks! #!

2005-06-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hahaz...Aiyoz..these few daes beri tired lahz...sho nvr blog much...hahaz...ytd,i went to play bball afta sch lohx...hahaz....then it was like i am totally wet sho i go bathe in sch then me,her shi yuen and elvin go eat together and i send her hme...but we wen to great world city to buy her beloved yogurt first lahz....hehex....then at nite,gabriel msg me and tell me dat dragin boat training waS super tough and he was like dieing lohx...hahaz..(sumone told me he vomit ytd summore)...hahaz...lousy lahz he...hehex...then todae got IS test...okok lahz...not bad lohx...and i went 4 taekwondo todae...i totally sux in it siaz...cannot make it lohx...then she and shi yuen join while i carry on my search 4 my CCa..hahaz...sent her back afta dat...Yeahz!!!!!tml got Jap lesson!!!looking forward to meeting Bjorn-San,Hui Lin-San,Rui Kun-San,Geraldine-san And Makiko Sensei..hehex...i tink i gonna study a while then go slp le..hehex....maybe calling her also cause i miz her sho much...

~Heyx....U shld noe hu u r ok?..hehex...u mus take care u noe...she dun mean to break up wif u...Juz gif her sumtime to tink abt it...sorri i didnt hav time to pei u tis REALI REALI gd frend of mine but no matter wad,i will always be there 4 u ok?...Take Care..Hope there will be Part 2!!!-To mr Gay Anonymous~

+yOZ...todae tired worx..mus work hard in taekwondo worx....mus get black belt worx then i everydae gif u hoot!!..hahaz...let u train lohx...see i sho gud...sacrifice myself..hehex...hmm..u take care worx...I love u Lotx Dear and i will always Luv U too!!!(sound familiar)...realii mizz u alotz siaz!!!1...muackz!+

2005-06-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hahaz..pai sehx leix everybody...was like quite tired ytd sho nvr blog...hehex...sch was fine ytd..onli noe i am gabriel went to SIM for lunch ytd...he go there juz to look at gals and it was like..-.-"""...hahaz..then got to noe him betta le...abt his galfrend and everything..hahaz...then afta dat me,her,shuli and brian went out...hahaz..quite fun lohx...but end too early le...hahaz...reach hme at around 9+ like dat then mus chiong my hmewrk summore..hehex..hmm..and then kinda quarrel wif her ytd...aiyaz...its my crappy fault again lahz...but luckily it was not sumthing dat big..ok liaoz le...hahaz...glad it was alright*sorry dear!*...then todae went to sch in my market suit again..hahaz...then everybody was laughing..hehex..lessons quite boring lohx..hahaz..but todae lunch,i key siao siaz...ate like 1 bento set and 1 plate of added rice chinese mixed vegetable rice..hahaz...quite hungry lahz..hehex...then afta sch,played weiqi wif mervyn 4 a while ohx...then i go meet her,shi yuen and their other frend(hui zhi)..hahaz...then we go play bball wen elvin came..hehex...but hui zhi sprained her leg..aiyoz..sho ke lian lohx...sho me and shi yuen wen to help her to a cab...Fen and elvin went 4 their CCa le..hahaz..then i pei shi yuen go eat lohx..and we watch Naruto episode 83..she was like..LEND ME THE VCDS!!!!!!...hahaz..sho i lend it to her loh...then she left me and y frends they all went back le...sho i am here waiting 4 her...doin my hmewrk..hahaz...tired siaz..hehex...nvm...15 more min to go..hahaz..gonna send her hme ltr lohx..hahaz..kkx..u all take care....till nxt time!=)

+Dont worry bout me ok...i a alright waiting 4 u...cause i needa do my hmewrk also...dun angry..okok?...hehex...i miz ya and luv u alotx dear...muacks!+

2005-06-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

Aiyoz...Pai sehx siaz...ytd too tired le sho nvr blog lohx..hehex...ytd woke up at 9 like dat then watch Gseed Episode 20,21 and Naruto Episode 86...hahaz...then i go work...Finally i am working kitchen le..hehex...but quite tiring lahz...onli noe i keep de siaoing my supervisor cause she received a love letter from sumone opposite our shop(I gourmet)...hehex...sho funny lohx...i was released at 9 then since she izz having sore throat,i did not wan her to call me sho i took bus 93 back to eunos...was a long journey...luckily she pei me msg lohx...sho i not sho bored..hahaz...then i did my japanese hmewrk on my way..hehex...transfered 63 and then reach hme at around 10.30...hahaz..sho long siaz..hehex....then afta a while,i go slp le...afta watching Naruto episode 87 and 88..hehex...(the rasengan part...naruto learning rasengan)...hehex...Then horx....nxt morning woke up,tot she might msg me....but du have leix...hahaz...its ok lahz...went to work...no body to pei me tis time...sho i study lohx..haiz...quite sianz lohx...bt its ok lahz...finally she msg me and told me she did not saw my msg...hahaz...its alright lahz...work today...practically packed 8 trays of fondue and then do kitchen again..hehehex....ata work..she called me to pei me tok but she like got nothing to tok like dat lohx..sho i also like got nothing lohx...sho i told her to go use her com then i go do my hmewrk...ate my dinner and watch Gseed Epsiode 22..hahaz..end until sho exciting but i goin to study lohx...hahaz...k lahz..u all slp early...till nxt time!...take care!...

~+Yeahz...dunno y u sho sianz sianz leix but since u sae nothing its wrong,i trust u k..take care....get well shoon...miz ya lotx..!dun worry,i am alright...=)+~

2005-06-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

Yeahz...todae izz quite tiring lohx...hehex...woke up at 7 todae...got lessons at 8..hehex...then hav lesson till 10.30....then i tot of fetching h[e]r from her house to school cause she felt like goin 4 half dae sch...hahaz....sho i went to her house & fetch her then we went back to sch...reach sch successfully at 12.45....heng ahz...nvr late...was released early todae at 4 lohx...sho i send her hme...she sick wad...hahaz....aiyoz...then i went back 4 japanese class lohx...hehex...jap class was quite fun todae...learn alot of new things..hahaz..wen to my sis debate club meeting...sat in a corner to watch LOVELESS..watch finish everything le..hehex...aniwaex...i gtg go le...todae like nothing much ritex?...hehex...till nxt time bahz

~Take Care...I miss u alotx...can onli see u nxt mondae..haiz...rest more...get well shoon worx...hehex..i love u dear...muacks!~

2005-06-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

Yox...Minna San...aiyoz...todae quite stressed out siaz...haiz..nvm...todae i went to sch 4 IS...as boring as usual...haiz...hahaz...then i went to clementi central..actually wanted to look 4 daniel,magdalene or roundy to go eat lunch but no one was free..sianz siaz...sho i took bus 14 to orchard to buy my SHONEN JUMP and roundy SHONENE MAGAZINE..aiyoz...took the bus..halfway,the bus got problem...everyone needa alight and take the 2nd bus...wen i got up the 2nd bus..i was like sho tired le...sho i felt asleep in the bus..and accidentally hurt my wrist as i was using my hand to support me..haiz....reach orchard,bought my bk...then go home le...reach hme,slept le then now do hmewrk lohx...Realli tink COMPLEX NUMBER IZZ SHO DIFFIcult to understand lohx...sho stressed out...neeeda ask the teacher tml lohx...haben finish my hmewrk...sianz....hahaz..aniwaex,she izz realli beri sick lohx..and i am like sho worried 4 her...she izz not goin to sch tmml also..haiz...needa buck up alot wen she goes back to sch lohx....And i realli miz her alotx...understandable she izz sick lahz but still wanna see her..hahaz...nvm...its ok...hope she get well shoon...Saa-...JA-Nee!Till Nxt Time!

#+Aiyaz...i realli miz u alotx dear..hope u get well shoon!..take care..i love u!+#

2005-06-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

Yeahz!...hahaz...Todae izz another tiring dae!...aiyoz...y tis few daes sho tiring de..hahaz..hmm...Todae i kinda woke up late leix,woke up at 8.10...and i was like siao le...needa rush!...hahaz...luckily i act beri fast de..then got nto the bus by 8.30....hahaz..was not latefor sch lohx...hengz ahz...hahaz...then horx...the whole dae was sho tiring lohx...hahaz...learning the module i hate the most..Aerospace Material and Processes..hahaz...its sho not interetsting lohx...prefer Computer Programming...Decided to meet h[e]r afta sch lohx..and u noe wad...haiz...she izz sick Worx...aiyox...(I feel sho bad u noe?cause ytd although she dun feel well le,she still wait 4 me to end work then pei me on the phne hme...hahaz...Sho guilty!!!..Thanx D[e]ar,i reallii appreciate it)....i decided to send h[e]r hme lohx...didnt tok much in the bus cause she izz realli beri tired sho i didnt wanna disturb h[e]r lohx...(Dun worry d[e]ar...its not yr fault dat u nvr tok to me...u were sick wad...sho its alright)......hahaz..hmmm...then i go orchard to buy my Shonen Jump but u noe,they delayed it till tml sho i onli bought Prince Of Tennis Bk 27..hahaz...guez there izz nothing else le...i went hme afta dat lohx.....gonna go study le...take care..till nxt time..hehex...oh yarz..btw,dun blame her if she nvr blog todae ok?...hehex

@~Yeahz..hmmm...,u take care leix...i noe u r sick le sho dun use computer too long ok....Try to do yr hmewrk if u can...hmmm...I miz u alotx d[e]ar..dun worry..i am alright le..hahaz..Slp early,rest well....Take Gud cAre of Yrself!...hehex...Hmm...I LOVE U!...Muacks!!!~@

2005-05-31T23:46:00.000+08:00

KonBanWa Minna San!!hahaz...aiyoz..todae reali beri tired u noe...hahaz...u noe wad..todae might be a normal dae to u all but its a special dea to me and h[e]r...its our 99th dae anniversary!!!!...hahaz...crap rite me..go and tink of tis kinda thing..hehex...hmmm...hahaz...todae woke up at 8 and pei her tok on the phne..actually wanna meet her u noe..but cant wake up....hahaz..pig siaz me...hehex...then she she couldnt tok le because of the crowd in the bus...hahaz...sho i got ready and went to sch..reach sch at 9.45...todae i wear shorts,t shirt and slippers u noe...like goin market sell fish lohx..hahaz...then computer programming todae was quite fun..hahaz,....LOve COMPUTER PROGramming alotx Siaz...hehex...then i meet h[e]r,shi yuen,elvin and h[e]r frend(sorri!cant remember yr name...hehex)....at canteen 4...ate western food...then go back 4 class...cannot tahan le...almost slept in Ah PAng Lesson(the teacher izz call PAng KIm Kuat)...hahaz...but manage to survived then i go met her and then send her hme...i went to work afta dat...sho tiring....u all noe wad...From tml onwards...Haagen Dazs got a new Flavour le..CUSTARD PUDDING...hahaz...okok lahz...might sux abit lahz..hehex...but can try...hehex..i promised her to sleep early!...gd nitex shweet dreams!....till nxt time...buaiz!...gonna sick be soon le

~+...Dear,sorri leix...i tink i todae kinda attitude...cause i tot u angry wif me...i dunno lahz...stupid me...dun angry ok....hahaz...i am tired le..goin sleep le...Juz remember...no one can replace ur place in my heart...u r my one and onli...i love u dear!!...muacks!!!...once again..Sorri...and i hope our relationship can last long long like our "long long" anniversary todae..hahaz...take care!+~

2005-05-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hahaz..Todae woke up at 8.30 like dat then got ready and go school...she called me to pei me on my way...finally reached sch then she go back and slp..hahaz...During tutorial class,the teacher can teach nothing sho it was a free period...we watched Gundam Seed Destiny Episode 32...(Stellar die leix...wa lauz...story getting sucky le...then dat explain y shinn wanna fight wif kira lohx...haiz..sho unpredicting...hahaz...stella shuld not die lohx...stupid sunrise!!=P)...hahaz...wen 4 engineering drawing lesson,...finds mr pang damn nice todae and start to like the subject le..hahaz...stupid...hehex..then rbreak went to canteen 4 to eat bento set...hahaz..quite full but i no money le...sho gotta go get money..hehex...watched Naruto Episode 136...Quite funny..about the new 3 years training starting lohx...hahaz....but nxt episode will be more exciting..hahaz....then wen 4 Thermofluid lesson...found out dat i am the onli person in my class dat take combine physics...they took Pure!!!!wa cow lohx...cant even understand the lesson well...gotta study hard le..hahahaz....but the teacher helped me alotx lahz..hahaz...thanks Mr Jayadran!!!=)...hehex...wen to meet her afta sch..we were meeting shuli and brian todae..hehex...then we took bus 74 to change bus 147 and change bus 105..having bus pass izz sho nice lohx..hahaz..mus zhuai worx...paid 52 bucks 4 it lohx..hahaz.....then we went to toa payoh!..hehex..but too ad the pasar malam close le...sho sad...but its ok lahz...dun blame u two worx(i mean shuli and brian)...sho we decided to go orchard...wok around far east then go take photo....hahaz...tis time de izz like sho nice lohx...realli like it alotx...hahahz....then we wok to cathay...hahaz...sumbody msg h[e]r gd nite msg worx..summore sae gif h[e]r time to mizz him...then wen i saw it i was like..WOW!...tis izz the number how mani guy...i am seriously not jealous nor angry my d[e]ar.....dun worry..hahaz...i juz tot of laughing le...as..u might realli she dat attractive lohx.....hahaz..then make me zi4 bei(self-concious ) again..hahaz...juz not too gd 4 h[e]r bahz..sho ugly...hahaz...hmmm...then i send h[e]r hme afta shuli finally bought her shoe..hehex...then pei her to buy food 4 her mother and go hme afta dat....tok to her on the phne awhile then blog le..hahaz...quite tired...take care..gd nite...shweet dreams

+#To My d[e]ar:#+:.......hahaz....hmmm....I am seriously not angry,sad,or jealous or anithing negative lahz...i juz feel sho funny lohx...u r realli sho attractive lohx...hahaz...sho cute!!!...dun worry kkx..hahaz...aniwaex,yr shirt todae izz realli nice worx...hahaz...u r my one and onli!...hehex...muacks!!!...slp early worx...take care...i love u...*missing u!!*..hehex...

2005-05-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

hahaz...yoz minna -san...konnichiwa!!!!!...i mean..KonBanWa...or shld i sae,Oyasuminasai?...hahaz....hmmm...juz came back from work todae..hahaz...hmmm...sh[e] izz
bathing now dats y i blogged now...sho tired..actually i wanna blog everything tml but then since she bathing,i blog lohx...then can tok to her ltr...hehex..shucks...my
nose bleeding le..how???...y i bleed ahz...dunno?..hehex...On saturdae....hmmm...suddenly afta i blogged,i needa pei my mother go back to eunos...hahaz...from there i
then took bus 65 to go meet h[e]r...hahaz..it was realli a beri long journey..sho tired but she pei me on the phne on my way there........hahaz...finally met her le..then we go liang court to buy my Shonen Jump and roundy Shonen Magazine(porn mag!!)..dat asshole always wan me to help him buy this weekly magazine and guez wad?..he owe me practically 40 bucks...shucks....and the worst ting izz dat everytime i go out wif her,i needa buy tis crappy heavy bk 4 tis roudy frend of mine..OMG...asshole roundy...i hope u read tis ASAP and pay me back ASAP..hahaz...nvm....aniwaex,i dun mind doin him a favour every week..hahaz...okaiz...ltr we went to the supermarket and she bought a banana donut 4 herself and a donut 4 her brother..hahaz..sho gud horx she....hehex...but then wwhile we were waiting 4 my bus to work...she was concern bout me as i was abit hungry sho she gave me half of the donut...hahaz..*thanx dear..i love U!!*...hehex...then i go work till 12 midnight and she pei me tok while my father send me hme...hahazz....but then she was not tired although i am...hahaz..but i mizz her sho much dat toking to her can juz make me awake but she was afraid dat i might be tired tml dats y she asked me to slp...hahaz...thanx alotx dear...the next morning wich izz todae morning...i woke up at 10!!!WTF lohx...late le..then i rush through my breakfast and ran to the busstop...she pei me on the phne again on my way to work...hahaz...sho nice of her to always pei me on the phne ritex?..hahaz...aniwaex..i work for like 9 HOURS LOHX!!!...sho tired as i practically packed 200 balls of fodue todae as i was one of the onli 2 staff hu noe how to pack the new fondue pattern..then i reached hme now and ate my dinner...gonna go tok to her le....hahaz...aniwaex..tml gonna go out wif shuli and brian and h[e]r...sho happy...hahaz..take care..gonna call her shoon le..haha...

*+To my d[e]ar:..hahaz..i repaired yr watch le...yeahz..happy?hahaz..can see u tml le...whooohOOOO...sho happy lohx...cause even onli one dae,i miz u sho much...hahaz
...gonna tok to u shoon...dun slp worx...mus wait 4 me to call u..hahaz...muacks!!!!ii love sho sho sho much worx..muacks muacks!!hahaz....mus dream of me tonite worx..
hehe...although i noe u cannot control yr dreams lahz..but i noe u will miz me dats y u will tink of me..hahaz...STUPID ME!!...=P +*

2005-05-28T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hihiz...Yoz i mean...haha...pai sehx...Ytd i reached hme at 12 dats y i did not blog...mum izz angry wif me 4 cming back late and in ddition i am real tired also...hahaz....Ytd i had to woke up at 7 but because i was too tired,i woke up at 7.30...and it was like SHUCKS!!!...i am late le...hahaz...sho my sis waited 4 me and we took a cab to Ngee Ann..hahaz....luckily the cab was fast sho in the end i reach sch on time...hahaz...HAd lesson on engineering maths..it was kinda boring but ok lahz...then it tot my d[e]ar culd not wake up on time..hahaz...sho i called her at 9 o clock and she did not picked up...hahaz...i was tinking dun tell me she still slping worx..hahaz..sho i decided to keep calling her untill she wake up...suddenly she answered the phne..hahaz...saeing dat she already late le..but she woke up quite early juz now...haha....(Shoorri d[e]ar...shorri i disturb u up....kk?....)...hehex.. my lesson continued and i end my class at 10..hahaz..got break 4 3 hurs worx...till 1 then study...sho i tot o meeting h[e]r at 12 cause dats wad h[e]r schedule sae...hahaz...but she was released sho early u noe...around 10:30 she released le...wa cow...dunno wad the teacher teaching...sho i tot of meeting her but she sae she goin macdonald wif her frends sho i was like...hmmm..okok...(quite dissapointed lahz..but its alright kkx...dun worry)...decided to play Street Bball 4 a while..then didnt noe sum of my classmates were like quite Pro u noe...then they ask me to join the 3 on 3 basketball Competition dat izzz goin to be held shoon 4 the Mechanical Engineering Division of our sch...i was like...hmm..maybe not...sho pai sehx cause i sux in Bball...hahaz...onli noe all the stupid crappy fakes and actions..(agree wif me those hu play bball wif me?,...hahaz)...then afta dat,we went to the library to cool ourself then from there i decided to meet h[e]r and h[e]r frends..(hope u dun mind ok..maybe abit extra ritex...hahaz).....then we went 4 our class...Engineering maths reali sux...but ok lahz...the part i dun understand izz the Parabola thingi..if u all wan,can help me ok..thanx....hahaz...afta dat...i went to the atrium and waited 4 elvin to cme meet me then he and me can wait 4 shi yuan and h[e]r together...hahaz...waited 4 a while like dat then they released le...hahaz.....sho fast worx...their course quite relax horz..hahaz...hmmm...then she used the com while waiting 4 time to pass cause she goin linnet house ltr at 5.30 like dat...then got one guy hu izz her classmate came to ask 4 her email address...hahazz,sho attractive siaz..sho mani ppl get number and email from her..hahahaz..=X...hahaz...then because of the Parabola thing,i was like sho irritated dat even wen my sis cme find us,i nvr tok to her..shorri worz sis....and also..(shoorrii d[e]ar..i noe i scolded the "F" word...i am shoorri...and i make u quite pissed off also...cause i like sho bu shuang wif everything around me..hahaz...shorrii..dun mean it ok...dun angry k?...hahaz..)....hmmm..then i send her to linnet house lohx...and i wen t back 4 japanese class...i screwed up everything lohx...i mistaken my sis and my class then we were like in the wrong class..untill my sis started to go check wif her Sensei to check wad class i am in.managed to communicate simple Japanese wif the Sensei lohx...hahaz...and finally got my direction there...hahaz..finally,class started...it was kinda boring...we were like learnin...one to ten in japanese,normal greetings...hahaz...but..THE EXCITING THINGS IZZ DAT!!!!there were like a few anime Fans in my class and we were like dunno dat any of us are anime fans..sho we were like kept quiet throughout the whole lesson until wen we were like toking bout Gundam Seed Destiny episode 32 the everything started...Ichigo 100%,Tsubasa Chronicles,The Law Of Ueki,Prince Of Tennis,Hunter X Hunter,Bleach,Naruto and mani mani more...then we were like toking until over time lohx...and the teacher was like...ohh...u all go a common (Shumi)-Hobby in Japanese...And we were like YARZ....ITS ANIME LOHX!!!!!hahaz...then we tok and tok till we r out of the school and we left afta exchanging numbers...hahaz...all of us are like hardcore anime fans..hahaz...then i took 61 to meet h[e]r and shuli at west mall...hahaz...hmm...wen i reached there,i asked them..u all eat le ma and they were like "eat le"...we walk around and they ask me to go eat and i was like kinda pisssed...it was alreDY SAID TO be a dinner gathering and all eating together le..then i was like gonna eat alne while they look at me...(but its ok le lahz...wont be angry wif u all de...juz at dat moment)...hahaz...then i decided to eat the bread she gave me...taste kinda wierd and i had a feeling its spoilt but i still eat till the end until the last bite i dun feel like eating le..hahaz..sho i throw the last part away...afta eating dat,i was like having mild sore throat and a bit of stomach upset but ok lahz...alright le...then we went to macdonald to use internet until we found dat it was 10.45 le!!!!!!!hahaz...die le die le...we r like goin to get scold wen we reach hme le...haha....sho we left shuli.. we took bus 61 and shuli took bus 106...although it was like sho late le,i insisted to send her hme cause if i nvr send her hme,sumthing happen to her,it will be terrible u noe...i cant afford to let anithing happen to h[e]r...hahaz..sho i sent her hme although she keep asking me to go hme first...then i took my bus hme...wen hme and get scolded my my mum lohx...but everything quite alright le..hahaz...Then i will be like meeting her later to go buy my Shonen Jump at 5 like dat...shorri leix...u sho tired le then still acc me to go buy books...hehex...dats all 4 todae..gotta go do hmewrk then ltr goin to work at 7 also.sho busy rite..hahaz...take care....till nxt time ..

++!....to u my d[e]ar:hehe.dun worry ok...i am alright wif my mother le...hahaz..guez u slept well last nite rite..cause u r dreaming of me wad..dats y..hahaz...aniwaes..its not yr fault dat i quarrel f my mum also..dun worry ok..hahaz...and..i not angry wif u or shuli le..dun woorry..hahaz..u take care worx..i see u ltr..work hard...study hard...tink me hard...love me hard..=X...hahaz...i love u d[e]ar...miz ya lotx...cya ltr~...MUACKS!!!MUACKS!!!!!!##

2005-05-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

Yoz....Aiyaz...Todae Woke up at 9:10..hahahaz....i fasta wake up and rush to sch....hengz ahz...can catch the bus...hehex...hmmm....then guez wad..i change my bag le..to a sling bag todae..hahaz...Yeahz...sho happy..then horx,i reached sch and then went 4 my IS lesson..it was damn damn boring...the lecturer was practically teaching english grammer in the class but she sae tis module izz abt Communication Toolkit...hahaz..Crap lahz...hehex....hmmm...then i met h[e]r,elvin and shi yuen for break..hahaz..we juz sat dwn and tok in the library then we go canteen 1 and eat...cause thu han and gang came to NP todae 4 their flag dae..hahaz...stupid lahz...then shi yuen and h[e]r go back 4 their lesson..hahaz...then elvin went to play pool wif timothy..sho i was left alne at the atrium where i waited 4 h[e]r 4 4 hours..aiyoz...quite long lahz...surf the internet 4 a while and watch Loveless 1,Gundam Seed Destiny 19,And Get Backers 19..then i go to the library to wait 4 h[e]r..wen it reach 5,i go find her and we took our EZ link and go King Albert Park Macdonald to meet Linnet As its her birthday todae(HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINNET!!!!)...she acc us a while and she help me wif my blog til abt 8.30,we decided to go clementi to buy our bass pass(concession ticket..)...then we go to the bus interchange and i sent her hme...in the bus,she wanted to continue watching MAR...sho we watch episode 4 in the bus..(dunno she was sho enthusiastic abt it...hahaz..maybe she izz doin it 4 me?...hahaz...nvm,luv ya loads too).....hehe..but halfway through the episode,we decided to go tiong bahru park to continue watching MAR...around episode 5 halfway,my laptop no battery le sho we decided to go back hme...i wok her hme then but HALFWAY,sumthing happen!!!!!!!!!...wen i was jay walking,to the other busstop,my sling bag broke along the road,i fasta pick up everything then i ran 4 the bus as it arrived le...aiyoz..hengz,my laptop nvr injured..came hme and was scolded by my mum..she nagged and nagged until i was sho fustrated...i started explaining things wif her..then now ok le...but she wan me to go slp sho i goin to slp le...tml lesson izz 8am worx...gd nitex shweet dreams..TAke care Guys...Till Nxt Time!!!

~@ To my D[e]ar:hmmm...Sorry bout todae leix...i cant call u...cause my mum wan me to go slp..haiz...i noe u r concern bout me,but sorri,i decided to blog also..dun angry kkx....oh...dun blame yrself 4 the incident dat my bag dropped wile crossing the road..its my fault dat i a sho stupid..okok?....hehex...i realli luv ya lotx...MUACKS!!!..miz u alotz too...Meet u at break time tml ok?..hahaz...Dun miz me too much!!..later u cant slp...hahaz...Sleep early too@~

2005-05-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Moshi Moshi...aiyoz...Todae was like sho tired lohx....woke up at 8am although i didnt feel like waking up...hahaz...but then in the end still wake up cause i needa go sch...haiz...sch life starts le sho cannot slack worx...hahaz...hmmm....its was raining sho i took a longer time to wok to my bus stop as i took a sheltered routE..hahax...in the end,my bus left the moment i reach there..sho i had to wait 4 another bus lohx....hahaz...and the other buss came at 8.45,she pei me talk as she noe i am beri bored...haha.(sho early,summore pei me tok,sho touched).....hahaz...ltr on,Mervyn(my classmate) called me then he tot he wen to the wrong classroom..hahaz...cause none of us reached there yet...hahaz..all of us were late...and i reach the classroom at 9.05...not all came yet but tis morning module was abt Aerospace Materials And Process...we were learning abt sum testile test thing...and it was realli beri boring as i dun even understand anithing lohx....hahaz....aniwaex,afta 2 hours,it was break time...met my sister and wen to canteen 4 to eat western food...hahaz...it was realli the sho called "legendary" western food of ngee ann....beri nice to eat,filling and cheap....hahahaz....afta dat,i told my sis i wanna go find h[e]r,but she did not replied me....i was woking around her block but there was no sign of her...aiyoz...then i decided not to waste any more time le...sho wen i was woking back to my Block 50,i saw h[e]r at the bookshop...hahaz...sho happy...run to her then actually wanna gif her my bread but shucks lahz...my bread was squash..sho pai sehx...sho i juz sae hello then i leave le....hahaz....(saw h[e]r wearing sleeveless then i was like OMG!!!!!...she nvr wear sleeveless de lohx...i mean alne,without a jacket...but i blind lahz...hahaz...she got wear jacket de and as expected she wont take off her jacket.....hahaz,i confirm will nose bleed de .....=X...hehex..)....then lesson starts again....computer programmin was the 2nd lesson...hahaz...i finally master the module le....like it alotx worx....and the lecturer Mr Teh was sho patient wif me sho i realli like the module alotx,sho i finished my work beri fast and help my other frends on the questions...hahaz....in between afta Computer Programming,there was a 1 hour break b4 Engineering maths 2...we didnt feel like eating...sho Mervyn suggested to sit dwn and watch GUNDAM SEED DESTINY EP 31!!!!!!Yahoo...i was realli a nice episode...(hehex,Stella was returned to Neo by Shinn but although Neo Promise Shinn not to hurt Stella,he ordered her to pilot Destroy Gundam & and did mass destruction to the civilians....aiyox....then in the end,kira decides to go stop her...EPisode 32 will be damN shiok lohx...MERVYN!!!mus fasta go d/l nxt week ok?...hehex )....Engineering Maths 2 lesson Sux,its practically Simple A maths and the teacher izz damn Boring...aiyox...wen lesson ends,i ran to meet h[e]r...and found out there was a small QSS gathering?...haha..Chengwei,Shi yuen,elvin were there and guez wad?...haha..CHENGWEI AND SHI YUEN WATCH NARUTO WORX!!!!!!!!hahaz..shiok siaz...sho we sat dwn there and they browse through my anime videos..hahaz...afta watching,we left the sch together and me and h[e]r took bus 154 to clementi central...didnt noe where to go actually but we decided to go to Big bookstore and buy Highlighter and then Go KFC eat....afta eating,she told me she wanna watch MAR...hahaz...i was like sho happy!!!she wanna watch one of my most favourite anime lohx....REalli LUV HER LOTX....she nvr watch anime and manga de lohx...cause she finds it abit boring....but we manage to watch till episode 3 then we left....and i told her,i gonna show her ichigo 100% nxt time..hahaz...Realli beri happy dat she got interest wif my hobby...aiyoz...sho nice of her ritex?....reali reali luv h[e]r alotx!!!!!!!!....haha...afta dat,i send her hme...then i wen hme lohx...hehex...gotta call her shoon again..hehex..take care guys!...gd nitex,shweet dreams....!!!!
~*To my D[e]ar:...reali thanks alotx worx.....i mean helping me ask weee eng to buy the laptop cover 4 me....(thanks wee eng if u r reading also...i in a rush to blog dats y nvr write bout it)..haha..hahaz....and i hope u enjoyed the show todae although u might be quite bored lahz...cause u r not a anime lover...hahaz....but i am reaalli beri happy dat u wanna watch MAR todae..hahaz...sho happy...and guez Wad...i juz feel sho happy even juz being wif u everydae....hahaz...take care..slp early...i love u alotx!!!!!!!!miz ya alot alot alot too...!!!!!hahaz...Muacks!!!!!!....hehex...muz miz me also worx...=P*~

2005-05-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hahaz...Hihix...I mean Yox...hehex...hmmm...Todae i start sch le worx....hahaz....new kind of sch life worx...hehex...but wads the most important thing u noe?..SHE IZZ BACK YTD!!!!!!!yahoo....reall miz her alotx alotx u noe...although she cme back le,i still miz her alotx worz...hahaz....sho todae although my lessons start at 10,i woke up at 6:45 todea juz to go find her from her house and meet her to go sch together...at the same time,can pass her her notes lohx...hahaz...then horx...my sis was like using the toilet for sho long...in the end,i cannot go her house there find her....but she izz sho gd u noe?...hehex...she came from her house there to meet me At my house here then we go Ngee Ann together..hahaz....(guez she reali miz me alotx also bahz..dats y she came here...sho nice of her..hahaz)....then we reach sch and she needa go 4 her lesons le...(hers start at 9 todae..hahaz)....i waited for my friends they all to cme and then we sat dwn and downloaded the software we needed 4 our first lesson,but those hu owns the IBM laptop kinda have a problem downloading sho they nvr download...shoon afta dat,our lesson starts...lecturer name was Mr Teh...he told me izz Teh Si the TEH..hahaz...quite fun lahz the lesson although its abit tough...cause i noe nuts abt it...actually wanted to go eat lunch wif my classsmates de but on my way there,she called....she asked me whether i havin lunch wif my frends... then i told her i was not...(SOrri dat i lied to u,didnt meant to cause i noe u wont wanna meet me if i were to eat wif my classmates...)...i met her cause she was like alne and not hungry lohx...sho i brought a bread from the bakery and pei her till 1...we met wee eng and we juz sat dwn and tok kok a 4 a while..hehex...guez wad?wen i sent her to her block,i met her frend and dat JERRY GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaz..ok lahz he...actually not dat shuai as i tink lahz...hehehex...then i left her and wen 4 my 2nd lesson...Engineering Drawing...Reali sux at dat modules and i tink dat the lecturer dun like me..cause i kinda fell asleep in class and ate my bread in class(reali beri hungry cause i nvr eat lunch...hehex...aniwaex,i dun blame u my d[3]ar,realli enjoyed my every moment wif u...hahaz...) then finally lesson ends le..hahaz...end early 30 min worx...then i tot she still at class sho i msg her and waited 4 her at her block....hahaz...she called me and told me dat she at the library there afta i wait gong gongly at block 51...hahaz..aniwaex,its ok lahz...pei her and her frend to go buy bks and then we left the sch...decided to meet shuli at holland village...on the way there,met Dee Nie...my primary sch frends...also hers lahz...then tok to her in the bus lohx..hahaz...aniwaex...wen we wen dwn the bus,he told me wad dat JERRY guy did to her...kinda de siao and bully her(OOOIIIIIZZ....,MR JERRY,dun de siao and disturb my dear dear ok?...one more time i found out abt it,i HAMTAM u till yr face become as plump as SHAWN PAY!!!! )...hahaz....aniwaex,we met shuli and wen to holland village Burger king to eat...haahaaz....we were like using the com there 4 quite a while wen shuli was toking to brian....aiyox....hehex....then afta dat,we left shuli and she came my house here to collect my books...and i send her hme obviously rite...hahahaz..but she sae needa go great world there to pay sum bills sho i pei her there afta she wen hme to leave her laptop and bks at hme....hehex...she pei me till my bus came and then i wen hme...hahahaz...quite interesting todae bahz...hahaz...k lahz...i kinda tired le..but i tink gonna call her to tok to her a while then i go slp...hehex...gd nitex shweet dreams...Take care....

++to my daughther and son in law-u all mus take time to slowly tok tings out ok...dun tink too much le...mus gif in and take at the same time...u all mus last long long worx...and then dun quarrel wif each other ok...unleess there izz realli a beri big problem....TAKE care...DADDY love u all...hahahaz....++

**to my d[e]ar:hehex...hey~...miz me?hehex...realli thanks 4 yr watch and yr piglet.....reali luv hem alotx...hehex...i reali miz u alotz and realli love u more and more each dae, dun tink there izz a stamp in my eyes le cause even without it,i noe u r my one and onli and i can nvr be wad i am todae without u...dun envy those old couples u see in shanghai ok?...i will let u be one of them and let ppl envy us ok?...hehex....and then,other than lasting long wif u,i wanna be wif u 4eva...LUV YA LOADS ALWAYS AND 4EVA...MUackS!!!!!my d[e]ar h[e]r.....missin u....**

2005-05-23T13:24:00.000+08:00

hahaz...sianz siaz todae....hahaz...but tml starting school le..no more holidae liaoz...aniwaex,SHE IZZ CMING BACK IN A FEW HOURS TIME LE!!!!!!!!YAYZ!!!hahaz...sorri...too happy dat she izz cming back le...hahaz...reali miz h[e]r sho sho sho much...too bad cant go to the airport and fetch h[e]r lohx...hehex...nvm...i will juz wait 4 her call or msg patiently at hme....dats y i blogging now and not in the nite cause mus spend my time wif h[e]r in the nite on the phne..hahaz..4 daes without her leix....hahaz...my sis came back ytd from her KL trip wif her debating club members...told me alotx of story bout the ppl there..hahaz...if u all wanna noe more,juz call me or ask me abt it...aniwaex,i dun gif a damn abt the club...it wont be positive things bout tis club aniwaex..haiz...betta not write if not make ppl pai sehx...then juz watch Gundam Seed Destiny(randomly lahz..)hahaz...and i keep watching the part where athrun gave the ring to cagali..hahaz...sho sweet u noe...hahaz...cause i found out sumthing...h[e]r attitude and hairstyle and personality izzz reali like CAgali u noe?..hahahaz...those kind of...strong in the outside and soft in the inside lahz...(hahaz,translate to chinese lahz...my english sux..)..hehex...hahaz...dats y she need me around beside her to keep her strong..=X...hahaz...Pengz...sho bhb ritex...hahaz...hmm..then i look through all the episodes in G Seed Destiny in sketch out the design of the ring dat athrun gif cagali...hahaz...i tink i gonna make dat ring as my wedding ring lohx...no matter how much it cost as it is reali beri nice lohx..hahaz....then while watching,this Yuna Roma izz a asshole lohx...keep insulting him cause i tink he sux to the core lohx by forcing Cagali to marry him...poor athrun...heng,kira came to the rescue..hahaz..(Pai sehx worx GSD fans..abit slow rite..around episode 13 like dat onli..then u all watch till 30 like dat le...hahaz..)...aniwaex its because of h[e]r dat i reali to put Cagali as my 2nd lao po u noe?..instant promotion worx...hahaz....but....no matter wad....the 6 of them r my lao pos..but she izz one and onli lahz...hahaz...sho different..=X...(sho rou4 ma2)...hahaz...hmmm...k lahz....i guez i can juz wait 4 h[e]r to contact me once she reach singapore lohx..hehex...finally,my 4 daes of torture izz ending...hahahaz...TAke care guys......Have a nice Day...

++maybe wen u read tis,u r toking to me on the phne bahz...hahaz...juz wanna tell u dat tml i meet u in the morning to pass u sum things...ok?....i decide wif u everything on the phne ok..hehex....reali miz ya alotz..hahaz....luv u more & more each dae...muacks!!!++

2005-05-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

HAiz......Todae izz Really a Sad dae lohx...was actually looking forward to updating my blog wen sumthing happen lohx....My mom juz started nagging at me and asked me not to work on sundaes and saturdae nite juz to spend more time wif my families members.................then i was like quite pissed off wif her as weekends r the onli daes i can work lohx...then i told her,if i dun work,hu will support me lohx...then she started comparing me wif my sister and sae dat she can juz support herself wif juz 100-200 bucks per month....then i was like..-.-"....y izz she always comparing me to my sis?...i noe she izz reali thrifty and can save alotx,but i am not...i reali like to enjoy myself and through working,i can realli support myself totally...then we started quarrelling and she gave me the stupid irritating attitude...i was like..WTF..u r the one hu started tis and u dun wanna tok abt it animore...i was realli damn pissed over her le...dunno wad to sae,maybe i shld juz gif in to her and not even quarrel wif her....She started telling me dat she izz already short in her income and dun hav much to support both me and my sis...sho i told her,4get abt it lahz.....i can support myself lohx....and if u wan me to accomodate u by working less in weekend,i can onli not join ani CCAs lohx...and work in my weekdaes afta sch.....then my meals i can juz stick wif maggi mee everydae lohx.......Haiz....then she left thee room and started saeing dat we r always expecting sho much from her...haiz....dun feel like toking abt it at all le..SAd...On top of dat,i realli miss h[e]r alotz....afta tis ting had happen,i realli feel like toking to h[e]r as everytime i quarrel wif my mom,she always gave me the best advice and realli guide me through the correct path.....haiz...but she izz onli cming back tml nite...reali miz her alotx sho much...haiz...then i dun tink i am gonna go to wei yuan house tml le cause my mom izz like desperate 4 me to acc her,maybe i shld juz obey to wad she sae and not quarrel or reason out tings wif her lohx...Haiz...Sad.....T_T...nothing to sae le..u all take care bahz...but remember not to quarrel wif yr families members over simple tings,it make yr life miserable....haiz...
++Hmmm...HaPPy 3 months anniversary my dear...hahaz....hope u nvr 4get bout it..=X..hehex...i reali mizz u alotx and alotx..cant sleep well tis few daes and tml will arrive quite fast le ritez...sorri dat i quarrel wif my mum todae...i noe i shouldn't...aniwaex,its alright le i guez.....haiz...i reali love u alotx....looking forward to toking to u tml nite...Muacks!!!...luv ya lotx...miz ya.... ++
**Soorri bout the tagboard my frends..i realli dunno wads wrong wif it...hahaz...take care!**

2005-05-21T13:41:00.000+08:00

HAiz...Life izz Sho bored without her...didnt slept early ytd sho i called hidayah and wei yuan to conference...then we will toking 4 fun until hidayah told me dat she izz actually beri cute....sho mus not gif her up sho easily...i was like...-.-"....haha..(see,even ppl sae u r cute..hahaz)...then slept at 1+...woke up early in the morning and laze around... decided to read MAR bk 9 for a 2nd time and i was tinking whether the voice actor of Toramizu Ginta in MAR izz the same person as the voice actor of KAoru Koganei In Flame oF Recca..sho i on my VCD player and watched the episode of Flame Of Recca when Koganei VS TsukiShiro..hahaz...quite nice lahz...although i tink TsukiShiro izz realli a Psycho lohx...haha...Afta dat,i watch BLEACH episode 26,Episode where Ikkaku VS Ichigo...hahaz...then i got nothing to do le..sTart to tink of her again...wanted to watch the funny Epsiode from NAruto(Episode 101:Mitai,Shiritai,TAshikametai Kakashi Sensei No TsuKao)...hahaz...feel dat its one of the most crap and funny episode in naruto...hahaz...but i tink i needa go bugis to buy sumthing no matter wad...dats y i tot of bloogin first as i wont be blogging tonite as i will be working from 6-12..summore tml i work 1-10...aiyoz...sianz lahz...but i hope time reali passed As Fast As Possible as i am busy lohx...hehex...Gambatte Ne....3 more days to go...hehex....Take Care worx u all....hmmm...(i miz u alotx alotx alot!!!!!)

2005-05-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

Yoz...todae woke up at 8am..juz to go to the 2nd dae of the orientation programme...then she msg me and called me on my way there...quite bored...i slept at all the lecture lohx...hahaz...cause i am too tired.....then afta dat,followed sum of my class mates to buy our textbks and lecture notes...at the same time i helped my sis and h[e]r to buy also...haha....quite heavy lahz...then i came back and rest 4 a while till around 4.15 then i went to meet magdalene as she izz gonna pei me go orchard then we will be goin to JUrong POint 4 our year 2002,class 203 gathering...hahaz...wen i reach QSS,saw yun shan and elaine goh sho i tok to them a while as i was waiting 4 magdalene...suddendly she juz pop out from behind...hahaz...then we went to visit most of the teachers and waited 4 wai ying to cme meet us...unknowingly,it was 5 pm le and we knew we will be late 4 the gathering but no matter wad...i still needa go orChard as i needa buy my SHONEN JUMP issue 24!!!hahaz...(Bleach:Aizen summon out Mezos Grande...the Hollow thingi..hahaz...sho exciting..One PIece:Luffy Kaisokudan on the way to save Robin...NAruto:naruto,kakashi & sakura vs Uchiha Itachi...Prince Of Tennis:Kikumaru wins the match & Seigaku wins 3:0 against the opponent...4get wad name le..)..MAR book 9 and Rave 32 came out tis week also..hahaz...then wen we reach jurong point,it was 6.45pm and all of them waited 4 us for abt a hour..Shucks!...sho pai sehx...but the gathering was damn boring and then onli 10 of them turn up...sho sianz...(Me,MAgdalene,Wai Ying,Daniel,Edmund,Fu sianG,Shaun Goh,Nathaniel,Hajara & Prassana)...then we ate pizza hut and juz walk around jurong point...i wanted to buy sumthing 4 my dear H[e]r but i still dunno what to buy 4 h[e]r sho the rest acc me around but in the end i still dunno wad to buy...hahaz...hmmmm...then we decided to go sum other place but the all of us seem sho sianz and dunno where to go sho we decided to go hme..i reach hme at 10..aiyoz..and i found out i was realli gonna be broke soon,sho i gonna spend wisely 4 this few daes while waiting for 1/6/2005 to arrive as i will receive my pay le...YAY!!!...hehex...sho tired siaz....Guez wad?..SHE HAD LEFT 4 SHANGHAI FROM TODAY TILL MONDAY ....haiz....life izz sho bored without h[e]r....as time reali passed sho slow...haiz...cant imagine wad will happen if she go 4 a 3 or 4 weeks holidae...i will die worx...hahaz...but u noe...i realli feel like blaming myself todae u noe...i am reali a blur asshole....i was actually msgin wif h[e]r then suddenly afta a msg,she did not reply then i tot she was angry wif me or wad sho i send her another msg to tell her to take care & all the stuff b4 she left 4 shanghai..aiyox...then she nvr reply at all..wen i reached hme,i looked at her blog and saw her tagging sumting back to roundy and tot dat she might realli be angry..at dat time,i was like sho worried she might be angry wif me again 4 another reason...ltr...i send sum msg to those hu r goin to the gathering and i waited 4 like 10 mins and no one replied back and dats when i decide to delete my "sent messages"...guez wad,i receive 3 of h[e]r msg and she tot i nvr reply h[e]r msg because there was no reception......she did not even blame me or anihow tink u noe?......y am i like dat...aiyoz...shouldnt hav even suspect dat she izz angry wif me...haiz~....really hate myself 4 dat moment & reali regreted Alotx...now i hav to wait till Mondae nite b4 i can received another msg from her...haiz.......k lahz...guez i gonna go slp le...gd nitex..shweet dreams...

**reali miz u alotx...sorri abt todae,i am juz too blur le...aiyoz...then reali sorri....aniwaex,i realli miz ya alotx,i reali luv u too!!!muacks!!..no one can replace u and ur place in my heart..hope mondae reali arrive fasta...miz u veri much even though u ask me not to mizz u too much...hahaz...**

++To magdalene:todae was quite fun lahz...and i hope there will be another confirmed and well planned gathering...dun blame u at all...thanks 4 todae...hahaz...u reali slim dwn le......=X...i miz u..haha...Dun jealous worx h[er]...hehex...++

2005-05-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

Yayz!!!its the 2nd time i start blogging le..hahaz...sho happy dat i got a blog now sho mus start getting use to blogging life..Hahaz...HmM...Todae was really both a tiring and fun dae lahz...Hahaz...i woke up at 8 todae and found out dat i got to rush to Ngee Ann Polytechnics Cause i gotta reach there by 9 because of the orientation programme dat i gotta attend...hehex...then wen i took the bus 61,i saw yong jin...hahaz...he really change alotz and look more mature le...hahaz...then i met meng chuan at the Campus bus stop and we walk in to the campus to the location 4 the orientation....hahaz...wen i got there,i was seperated wif chuan and got to meet wif my new classmates....sum wer3 enthusiastic,sum were not....then they started the lecture and it was kinda boring....finally,they brought us around the campus 4 a mini tour and rite afta dat,it was the lunch break...the lunch was buffet style and the food was realli damn nice lohx...=X....finally,afta the lunch break,it was lecture again and i slept halfway through....hehex....although i get to noe sum of my new classmates..i realli dun tink i can spent my 3 years wif them except for a few of them...i reali miss my secondary schs frends u noe.....haiz....aniwaex..the orientation programme end at 4.30...sho i decided to wait for h[er] as she saes her programme end at 5...then i waited and roamed around the sch and it was really sho big...hehex....finally,she was released at 6!!!..wa kaoz!!!i waited 4 1 and a half hour worx...hahaz...but i dun mind,cause i really miz her alotx as she will be goin to shanghai till mondae...haiz...4 daes i cant even see or tok to her leix...hahaz..but i guez she will miz me also...ritex?=P....then darrell acc us to the bus stop and he left wen his bus came....then,sh[e] tell me dat,there was a guy hu wanted to take a photo with h[e]r and she agreed to it as it was kinda bad if she rej3ct him...hehex...but i was sho jealous...aiyo...cannot blame hu lahz....she izz juz too attractive..hahax..=X......then i send her hme...she then tell me dat she got to go to her aunt house from her hme as she needa leave foR shanghai from theRe....Sho i waited at the bus stop 4 hEr wen she go up & bathe...afta 30 mins!!!!!,hahax,she came dwn and i send her to her aunty house...then the fellow hu wanna take photo wif her msg her a gd nite msg...and i was like sho jealous again....his name was JERRY..hahaz...(Ehz,mr jerry!!!!she izz my dear u noe?she izz not single...u do anithing stupid to her,i hamtam u worx!!)..haha...but i dun mind also lahz...sho its alright...hehex....hmmm...then afta i send h[e]r hme, i walk to bukit merah central and bought KFC hme...was sho tired and i guez i was having a headache because i was drenched on the way to KFC...hahaz...wen i reached hme,she called and tok to me 4 a while...haha...then i am gonna call her soon le!..yayz!!....kkx...gotta go le..TAke care worx u guys..Gd nITe shweet dreams..calling her shoon!!!!!hahaz...
**to my d(3)ar h[e]r:hmmm...hahaz....dun mind bout the jerry thing ok...i realli dun mind...hahaz,tml goin shanghai le rite..hehex....u mus take care and dun fall sick ok...i will help u do wad u wan me to do de....then horx...hmmm...mus buy present 4 me!!!!haha....kidding...i will reali reali reali reali reali miz u alotx!!!...i love u tooo!!!!!!!!muacks!!!!!!!......enjoy yr shanghai trip.....muz miz me worx!=X**

2005-05-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

Yox....Hehex...finally i manage to create a blog of myself le..hahaz...kinda late le and summore i tml gonna go Ngee ann Polytechnic at 9am for orientation!!!sianz siaz...haha....actually horx,i wanted to gif up making the blog halfway de but its actually H[e]r who decided to help me and guide me through completing the blog...really really appreciate it u noe...I LOVE U!!!...hehex...summore she get scolded because she was busy helping me do this blog lohx...aiyoz...sho guilty lohx...cause she izz gonna leave singapore for shanghai soon le and i noe i am really gonna miz her alotx...hahax...aiyox...guez no one noe bout tis blog til a few daes ltr bahz...haha..oh yarx...the name of tis web izz actually created from 3 of my most favourite anime.ONE piece,gundam SEED,and mar HEAVEN....hahax...clever ritex...hehex....k lahx..i am gonna slp le..cause i beri tired le...summore tml mus wake up early...enjoy looking at my blog and then tag at the bottom right corner also..thanx...Muacks!luv ya all....Good nitex!

**Hey~...i noe u r feeling sad todae because of sum unknown reason....sorri dat i cant acc u hme from yr orientation programme cause i got work...haiz....hehex...juz wanna let u noe i love u alotx alotx and i realli miz u too...Muacks!...guez u will see tis onli wen u cme back from shanghai bahz**